When I started skipping church in July last year, my mentor and cell leader visited me. I was comforted by their concern but that didn't kept me from skipping church. After a while, they left me alone. But once a while, I recieved sms from church friends asking about me.
While I was not in church, I thought about a lot of things in my life. I wonder about my faith. I think that I am not fit to be called a Christian as I am not attending any church. But deep inside me, I still believe that I need Jesus. I even thought of starting afresh in a new church but it sounded scary to me.
What brought me back to BC? I started having dreams about church friends. I often woke up not remembering the details of the dreams. All I could remember is that they are happy dreams.
One day, I decided to return to church but I wonder if I should return to BC. I asked God for a sign. If he wants me to return to BC, make my mentor who is seldom online on MSN to come online that night. And it came true.
Now that I am back, I still have my struggles to be regular. Some mornings I just couldn't get up on time. I will have to rely on wake up calls for now. I hope when I started my internship in September, I could get into the habit of waking up early.
Now Pastor is speaking about servanthood. I pray that I will be able to start serving GOd again. Pray with me, ok? =)
=Shu Ling=
6:57 p.m. - Wednesday, Aug. 23, 2006
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