I had a vision for myself and I hope this serves as an encouragement to
those who are still seeking. I dreamt that I was in a church...I was holding the
Lord's hand with my right hand and He was holding mine on His left. I could only
focus on Him and frankly, I didn't really think about much else. The Lord was
smiling and I could see that He was very excited. He finally spoke and said,
"Child, there is someone I'd like you to meet..." Holding his right hand was
this girl whom I knew immediately was mine to hold and to love. I could not see
who this girl is but I know that when that really happens, it is God who will
rejoice with me. Trusting without seeing requires faith and I am thankful each
day that He has shown me just enough for me to walk and to trust.
God bless,
Marcus
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Hi, just thought I share
this story with you all....I hope this will form as an encouragement for all
those who are still seeking and searching. At the same time, it seemed that the
Young Adults' retreat theme was very much the same as this story. Feel free to
share this story with those whom you think might benefit from it...
When silence doesn't
mean consent...
Mary and Keith knew each
other for years now...Keith knew that Mary is a nice girl and all but he needed
to be sure if God's plan for him in his life included Mary. He decided to pray
and seek God about asking her the all important question if she would be his
girlfriend. "O Lord, hear me now as I present to you my request...you mentioned
in Psalm 91 that You will answer those who call on you...I ask You now if Your
plan for me does include Mary, this girl that I am now interested
in..."
One, two months passed
by and still nothing heard. Keith decided to go ahead with asking Mary the all
important question. He planned to ask her at a Christmas party his friends
organised...It was the perfect setting, a cool night, cool breeze by the
beach...there was even a moon...shyly he held her hand and asked if she would
consider having such a man as himself in her life. She accepted.
2 years into the
relationship, everything went well...there were lots of happy times, laughter
and sweet moments....but this was not God's plan for both people involved. God
began to show Keith that there were many things in a relationship that he needed
to consider, like whether this person in his life could and would walk alongside
him to build a godly family...whether or not she would support the ministry that
he is now in. As God spoke to Keith, his heart ached because he could see that
she was not part of the plan God had for him. Painfully, he asked God if the
relationship would last. He saw a big "NO"....he asked again, "God, is she the
woman whom I'm going to spend the rest of my life with?" Again he saw a big
"NO" . Keith then prayed, "God, if this is not your will for me, then I ask that
You end it. There is never a good time to end a relationship, nor is there
anything that I can say that will make it any easier and I don't want to be the
jerk so I ask this now in Jesus' name that You will make this simple for
me...end it simply. Amen."
While driving to meet
Mary, Keith's heart was beating rapidly. "What should I tell her?? How can I
break this gently to her??" The handphone rang...
"Hi, this is Mary..."
Keith's heart almost
dropped....
"Keith, I got something
to ask you....you want a break-up??"
Keith couldn't believe
his ears...he had not spoken to her about this and yet....he choked on his
reply..."Must I answer you now?? Now is not a good time..."
"It's a very SIMPLE
answer....just answer "Yes" or "No"....it's that simple...."
Keith thought,
"Oh God, I have asked you to make it simple for me...and today, she has even
mentioned the key word....what am I to do?? What am I to say??"
With a heavy heart,
Keith answered, "Yes."
When Keith went back and
prayed, he asked God, "Why oh Lord?? Why?? Why did you give me the go-ahead if
You knew that it was going to end??" God replied him in Isaiah 30:18 "Yet the
Lord longs to be gracious to you; He rises to show you compassion. For the Lord
is a God of justice. Blessed are all who WAIT for Him!"
Keith learnt the
hard way that silence does not always mean consent...sometimes, it means to wait
upon the Lord...yet as we wait, it should be a wait with joy...because "Blessed
are all who wait for Him."
There are a few
lessons to learn from this story....
1) What we deem
important (finding a partner, etc) may pale in comparison to what God deems as
important....Does our Heavenly Father know our needs and wants?? If we believe
so, will He not provide someone at the right time?? When we need that companion
to help us in our ministry??
2) Silence more
often than not means WAIT!!
3)2 Halves does not
make 1 whole....we should take joy in serving God...in being COMPLETE in Him
before we can be truely happy in our relationship...and
lastly,
4) When God
provides, ACT!! (especially if we were the ones who asked Him to
intervene.)
Take care and God
Bless,
Marcus
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