Sad experience at work...
Wednesday, Apr. 17, 2002 - 9:23 p.m.
Dearie Diary,
Today I am going to write about my bad experience in my working life.
I had been working only almost 4 months AND I got this feeling that I had gotten SICK about it. Why did I feel that? Well, I start to feel that I am dragging myself to work every morning. Also I realised that my zeal for work is gone.
Last night my lady boss called my mobile phone. She told me that she feel that my work attitude had changed. Not for the better though... When I start working, I remembered that I use to reach office at about 8.30am. Now I reach on the dot and I was late for about 5 minutes for a couple of times.
The thing that prompted her to question me is that she saw that I was reading newspaper and eating my breakfast after 9am (the offical start of working hours). She saw this through the CCTV in the office. She wanted us to have the discipline to start working at 9am sharp.
So I give a thought about what she had said. I agree that what she said is indeed true. I feel really sad. Sad about what I had done. But I did not feel guilty. I don't know if not feeling guilty is good or bad... I guess I got this tenancy to get bored by doing routine things. That could have caused this so-called change in attitude.
I pray for God's strength to be upon me. I need God's strength to overcome my 'laziness'. I pray that God will bring away all negative feelings I may have after 'scolding' from my lady boss and I will accept these comments made by her and change for the better. And finally all that I do will GLORIFIED the Lord.
That's all. I am glad that now that I wrote about what had happen, I feel so much better. Thanks be to the Lord!
-Shu Ling-
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